Despaired

[Chorus]
Hittin' licks to get up out the field (no)
Yeah, we always had them spoons but ain't have the meal
Opposition slidin' through with them fucking drills
Im just poppin X, can't wait to tell you how it feel
If you up they gon be hatin' and if you down the wouldn't care
Saw this world and i was shocked
I look at it in such despair
KR always told me i could never be compared
Fuck the opps and fuck the cops cause we was never scared

[Verse 1]
I feel so underestimated, im off the pill
Ever since my youngin died, opps was huntin' shit got real
I lost my nigga, thought i was dreamin', it felt so unreal
We just need a couple mil' then we headin' for them hills
I just came from the shop and now i'm packin' steel
I just came from the bank so baby what's the deal?
They said "MJ you up", i knew i had the skill
We droppin' all our opps and everybody that's against our will
I'm poppin' pills, know i don't need that
Anxiety attackin', i can't relax
This pain too deep, wish time could elapse
This is from my heart, fuck the feedback
If you don't know me you need to get the fuck
I feel like a star, so star struck
Been hurt too many times, where's the real love?
Fake friends, think i had enough

[Chorus]
Hittin' licks to get up out the field (no)
Yeah, we always had them spoons but ain't have the meal
Opposition slidin' through with them fucking drills
Im just poppin X, can't wait to tell you how it feel
If you up they gon' be hatin' and if you down the wouldn't care
Saw this world and i was shocked
I look at it in such despair
KR always told me i could never be compared
Fuck the opps and fuck the cops cause we was never scared

[Verse 2]
Walked out the booth feelin' electrified
I just want to talk to my lil brother on the other side
Rolled up a pack, smoked a back, i'm just gettin' high
You can't with me or slide me if you now down for the ride
When i told him i had hitters he thought that shit was false
My niggas slid his block, lit him up, set him on the cross
Take the gang out, spend some racks, fuck the cost
Told my bro stay on grind, fuck the hate, be yo own boss (that's some real shit nigga)
See a opp, we spam
You know im the man
Get some racks, spend
I do it cause i can
Im 'ballin like 23
Say it's a dream team
You tryna steal my shine
But lil bro you cannot be me
Who are you threatening
Can't catch me bitch i'm leveling
Told my bro you can be anything
I don't do that marrying
I treat it like it's my everything
I don't buy bitches no wedding ring
Dropped all these hoes, and moved on to better things (skrr)

[Chorus]
Hittin' licks to get up out the field (no)
Yeah, we always had them spoons but ain't have the meal
Opposition slidin' through with them fucking drills
I'm just poppin X, can't wait to tell you how it feel
If you up they gon be hatin' and if you down the wouldn't care
Saw this world and i was shocked
I look at it in such dispair
KR always told me i could never be compared
Fuck the opps and fuck the cops cause we was never scared