I'm Not Gonna Do It

[Verse 1]
17 in pain, 25 in love
Baby, I was so connected but I never had enough
I was not collecting, I was flexing all my stuff
It was there, I did it all under the guise of booming up
You don't put me in pain, I do it on my own
I saw evas, gods and centerfolds, now I see me alone
Girl laden apartment like a vision never known
Call me like as soon as you get home
I'm doing fucking nothing, I'm just waiting for the check
And it's all about the money so I'm waiting for the sex
So I keep collecting bands, pretend I'm in the rave
I don't think about it often but there's money being made
Back up on your bed, do you see I'm always here
There's snipers to the west of us so do it bite my ear
Now it's like I'm blood, now it's like your gone
I thought I would call you over, that was wrong
[Hook (x17)]
I'm not, I'm not gonna do it