When I Lost You

I've got nothing left to believe in or suspend my disbelief in even
I lost my last one when I lost you
I've got nothing left that I care for
Now there's no one there to be there for
I lost all that stuff when I lost you

When I lost you, my world was smashed up
When I lost you, my life was slashed up
When I lost you I lost much more than you will ever know
I'm calling to a heart that there's no room in
And now I'm feeling barely human
I lost everything when I lost you

And now everything is so much to lose and not enough to hang on to
And what I do and what I think of you is never what I want to

And now the advice squad is saying that it's all for the best
How there'll be better ones to fall for, how I'm so lucky now to be free
But every word of wisdom is dumb
Freedom, freedom: you're just gonna be dumb
Because it doesn't matter to me

When I lost you, I started drifting
When I lost you, was only fifteen days ago
But still you know that I've been trying for so long
To make it through this fog that I've been lost in
That we had our love holocaust in
I lost everything when I lost you