Thelonelywolfhowls.

I'm alone, trapped in my thoughts & my worries
I never thought, you'd be a stepping stone in my journey
I never seen depression this deep
Blood pools & black swirling portals surround me

I gave us what we didn't deserve
Depression tainting what was pure
Anxiety attacks, we never did like the aftermath
When I brought you pain, it cut you deep
Trying to live in the good memories when I rest
It's been hindering my breath
Knocking me off balance
I can only picture you, stabbed in a tub
and me discovering your body
It represents all this angst and regret
I'm but an angel afraid to tread
I broke your trust, while you built upon it
I was so in love when you didn't want it
Vice versa
It was lightning in a bottle when we were at balance

I want you to tell me the truth, even if It breaks me into sleepless nights
The hindrance leads to my demise, I don't even care
I've realized every dream I've feared
I hate them premonitions, cause I see who you love when I'm not there, when I'm alone
I tried to hide it, re-write it, in my mind
But it's instilled in my brain, my heart turns cold and I pale to that of a ghost

The Lonely Wolf Howls, Mourns The Loss Of Phoenix & You.