Tore Up

[Verse 1]
We messed up, been around
We came up, held it down
We straight up, no one can say I ain't stay around
No games played, don't play around
And I was there, don't fuck around, you know I know
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
I ain't supposed to let you know I'm hurting
I'm tryna keep my problems to myself, oh
[Chorus]
But I still pop one to feel a little better
About looking in the mirror
I still pour up to make it all easier
I still light up to get a little higher
To get out of my feelings
I'm still tore up, and I don't want to OD on you
[Verse 2]
I lost me when I found you
Dried me while I drowned you
I'm lowkey, too high to remind you
That I was your eyes from behind you, I got you
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
But I just gotta tell you I been hurting
And I can't keep these problems to myself, oh
[Chorus]
I still pop one to feel a little better
About looking in the mirror
I still pour up to make it all easier
I still light up to get a little higher
To get out of my feelings
I'm still tore up, and I don't want to OD on you
(But I still pop one)
[Outro: Spoken]
I'll continue on so, just do me a favor
You do you and I'll do me promise, pinky promise