Afraid of Horses

I wasn't shakin' from the cold
I wasn't holding my hand out
I felt so uncomfortable
Just the thought of my bad mouth

I went back to a cursed place
In the back of the first house
Lying under covers I heard
The worst versions of loving another person

I've been bad at listening
My plans were talking too loud
Finally finished a blueprint
After years of throwing them out

I just wanted to ride with you
And advance to the next round
In pursuit of my own truth
And a [?] come sundown

I tried to care enough
So our fear could be irrelevant
But I'm too tough, too tough
And you're afraid of

Horses
Horses
Horses

I don't know your feelings by their first name
I don't know your feelings by their first name
I don't know your feelings by their first name
I don't know your feelings by their first name