My Letter to You

[Verse 1]
I wrote this as a letter to my dad
I want you to know, I love you despite our differences, sad we had to argue so much
We had to get out of touch, but as I'm older I realize it don't matter, matter' fact

I know you love me
I know you always did
But we both have some issues, and we've said some stupid shit over the years
Fuck it
We've shed some tears
Fuck it
We just gotta spend time together while we're here
Fuck it

I love you dad....I fucking do
If I could pick anyone in the world I'd still choose you
Cause when you heard you had a kid, shit I don't think that you knew
That mommy'd die, and you would have to be a mommy too

Still you tried.... you tried your best
But when we had to live together we were put to the test, who would've guessed?
That life would treat us like this, it's made me fucking depressed

But I hope
I really hope you're happy
I hope you find joy in your day, shit even when it's crappy
You deserve it
You really do
Dad, you really do

I've always wished that you knew
That's why I wrote this song, this is my letter to you
Always wished that you knew
That's why I wrote this song, ahhh

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
I wrote this as a letter to my mom
I hope that you knew, I loved you, cause shit I handled it wrong, was distant when I would visit, shit it just wasn't fair, just hoping now that you listen, momma tell me are you there?

I fucking need you, why did I leave you
Hope you could see through
Knew other parents they died, not that it happened to me too

I know I never visit your tomb
Shit I guess I just can't accept a stone's the mom that i knew

That you're gone, for real
To feel, is all I wish that I could
I always kept it all inside, and I know you understood
If I could get just one more day with you, you know that I would
Cause shit my heart can't understand that it's just over for good

Fuck

Shit

I've always wished that you knew
That's why I wrote this song, this is my letter to you
Always wished that you knew
That's why I wrote this song, ahhh