All She Wrote

I'm a human mental disorder
My doctors in full support of
But sometimes it takes a miracle to happen
Joey porter
Keep me on the sidelines
Tell the media i died trying
Real life maniac, castles in my fucking head
Criticized myself for every word I've ever said
Ridiculed since day one, swam through a divided maze
In the pools of mayhem we lose faith to pray
I lose faith cause hey, i could just die today
Theres intimacy in between the intimidating gleam
That seperates the end from the path, to all destruction
I wanna take the park way but its not open for public
I wanna take the back road but i dont wanna lose my budget
Coulda swam in the ocean and hijacked a boat
Freestyling with the dudes till they let me come afloat
Now we talk dumb jokes
Do you toke? yeah we toke? UHHHH
Thats all she wrote
(say what?)
Thats all she wrote
I do this on my own and I do it my way
Thats my right to human being ima die that way (2)

One day ill wake up and to another place ill go
So i live without your guidance till my bones are cold
I got a flow like a poseidon guided missile fool
How could you fuck with the young gawd i rap invincible
Thats all she wrote
Thats all she wrote
Like what
Thats all she wrote?

Yo
Real shit i talk myself down too much
Boi raps like he was selling this to the klu-klux
Dreaming bout a world of people who dont give 2 fucks, about whos buck, takes that blue yuck, to a new truck
Or whos tough, all that shit, is self destructive
You a masculant dude but got the brains of a pumpkin
Same thing with gun play human people are plunging
To a different degree every time you bust that gun but its cool
Theres only a certain degree i can touch, im just a guy
And i ain't shit to tell any other guy, how to be a guy
I, dont know why but living feels like i die every time i fail to do what i wanted
Cause i rely
On my own success to represent myself and so do you
But its even harder when your also against yourself
So who are you, a product of what they put in your face
Or did you taco bell that shit and build your own base
Tangle on this beef cause this shits no play
And I fuck with that shit heavy but dont have no plates
Such an aggravating combination like a spinal sprain and toeache
My randomness defies my art, thats word up to cobaaain
Chester, my own, adhd how we roll
Got that shit so bad im distracted looking at girls
And
Where did my lyrics go
I think i see em yo
I dont recognize em nnnn thats kinda low
Oh
Probably cause i took them from a youtube video
The people that believe that are like me, colorful, gullible
Dont let them take over and fuck with ya
Id rather flex like the dabb lord and run it up
Cause this rap shits a matter of us speaking up
So you can hear my fucking voice now but
I ain't speaking up, with finesse i press tracks
No regrets back to back to back to back
Till i got my own apartment and a money stack to stack
Call a honey over get a ride them racks the racks
Never been the guy to break my back to back
She cool wit what i do know i love the track the track
Kick the tree of rap they gon hack how i rap
I know they hate this lyrical wordplays' on crack
Kool g rap influenced, 2016
Shouts to pun packin-a-mac-in-the-bac-of-a-ac

Rest in peace big pun

Thats all she wrote
Thats
All she told me
Thats all they told me
All i
Ever knew