Disconnected

I just want this to end
'Cause I don't wanna keep hurting myself
All these years have made me weak
I'm feeling all used up, can't hear the beat of my heart

Have I unlearned the ability to cry
Have I locked up all my tears inside

I don't wanna talk about it any longer
I'm done with losing my breath
Trying to express what I don't understand
I'm scared of walking on my own again
Without these pictures on my mind
I hate to dream all of those dreams again
And waking up alone

Oh, I'm disconnected

My mood has touched ground so many times
At some point I've lost control over myself
I have learned the lesson by now
I'm still fighting the fear, release doesn't feel near

Have I forgotten that to life there's so much more
Have I broken the connection to my core

I don't wanna talk about it any longer
I'm done with losing my breath
Trying to express what I don't understand
I'm scared of walking on my own again
Without these pictures on my mind
I hate to dream all of those dreams again
And waking up alone

Oh, I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected

All this talking keeps them alive
All these voices in my head
I want my freedom back
No more asking what I've done wrong
From this day it can't be that long
Endurance is my guard
Now hush

I don't wanna talk about it any longer
I'm done with losing my breath
Trying to express what I don't understand
I'm scared of walking on my own again
Without these pictures on my mind
I hate to dream all of those dreams again
And waking up alone

I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected, oh
I'm disconnected, disconnected, disconnected
I'm disconnected