A Lifetime of Bad Habits

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna be here anymore
I'm sick of always waking up on the bathroom floor
From another night I drank too much
Maybe I should give a fuck

Well, now you're in the shower, my head is in the toilet
I'm trying not to vomit, you're trying to ignore it

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm afraid
Oh I'm afraid

[Chorus]
Well I'm not afraid of dying, just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body and I slowly slip away

Oh I slip away

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna be here anymore
I'm sick of disappointing all the people I adore
With another night I smoke too much
Maybe I should give it up

Well my lungs are turning black now, I'm having trouble breathing
Maybe I'll get cancer before you start to leave me

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm afraid
Oh I'm afraid

[Chorus]
Well I'm not afraid of dying, just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body and I slowly slip away

Oh I slip away

[Chorus/Outro]
Well I'm not afraid of dying, just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body and I slowly slip away

Oh I slip away