"Wondering how im suppossed to be"

…[Intro] Every day is so wonderful Then suddenly it's hard to breathe Now and then I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so…

Knowing there's gonna be a brighter day But, wondering why the skies are always gray All you can really do is pray, God, please take me to…

…a happy story How she used to slice her own wrist They made her feel like she didn't exist No guy would ever pay her any attention So…

…say. Yes, I can cook something you would never say. Who's side are you on? The sad eyes, they look on. I know we're not suppossed to be…

…favorite suit Yes you'd have tried harder and worn my favorite suit. Who's side are you on? The sad eyes, they look on I know we're not suppossed to…

…? Who's side are you on? The sad eyes, they look on. I know we're not suppossed to be like this. Ya nobody can make me feel like…

…not like it's scandalous I'm sure if I know how I was a loser them, not quite as modest then Bruised by them easy And we could have been…

…loved What am I supposed to be here for? Like a sense of purpose I can give no more What am I suppossed to be…

…here for Doesn't matter at all what you take or ignore What am I supposed to be here for? Like a sense of purpose I can give no more What am I suppossed to be here for Doesn't matter at all what you take or ignore…

…it carefully I know how to love you Cause nobody wasn't there for me A site to see You was the reflection of me A lesson to me Better yet a blessin' to…

…the truth Nine out of ten times I'll show you proof Tell it to you un-cut How it's 'suppossed to be Make sure I always keep you…

…how to sell these recordz Puttin' food on the table for my family to see When you grow up You try to be better then me Stay away…

…work out but I can't be mad with him you know cause we had some moments Yo I'll explain listen We wrote fairy tales of how we'll…

…you king of this throne if you can take me home like run with no stripes doesn't have to be tonight how's about Early morning I'm…

…for a minute for true Opera We'd be like yo yo yo Was that suppossed to happen all that foot tappin' voice breakin' now I'm carving…

…work out but I can't be mad with him you know cause we had some moments Yo I'll explain listen We wrote fairy tales of how we'll…

…you king of this throne if you can take me home like run with no stripes doesn't have to be tonight how's about early morning I'm…

…on him and We were happy for a minute for true Opera We'd be like yo yo yo Was that suppossed to happen all that foot tappin' voice breakin' now…

…it carefully I know how to love you Cause nobody wasn't there for me A site to see You was the reflection of me A lesson to me Better yet a blessin' to…

…I'm living for you I did it all for you It all belongs to you I give my life for yours Cause now I'm living for you I did…

…you the truth Nine out of ten times I'll show you proof Tell it to you un-cut How it's 'suppossed to be Make sure I always keep…

…it carefully I know how to love you Cause nobody wasn't there for me A site to see You was the reflection of me A lesson to me Better yet a blessin' to…

…I'm living for you I did it all for you It all belongs to you I give my life for yours Cause now I'm living for you I did…

…you the truth Nine out of ten times I'll show you proof Tell it to you un-cut How it's 'suppossed to be Make sure I always keep…

Yes, we're fucked up and we know it But how are we suppossed to be patriotic When there's asses…

Now, that's an example of how not to think It's like playing defensive, expecting to win So, guns out you motherfuckers It's time to…

…make this statement in my language 'Cause life has tought me spanish will lead nowhere but the panic How many times we have to be…

…drugs all day deteriorating fast And you're so f*cked from shooting dope your veigns are all collapsed I don't wanna be like you...so…

I won't I take a look at my parents and see how they scream and fight My mother even tells me that she cries herself to…

…so I won't And I won't let anyone tell me what I'm suppossed to be I won't bow down to authority I won't compromise I'm gonna…

…belong In this society I don't care about anything It's all destiny Someone else is telling us How were suppossed to feel I am so…

…they done before I'm not sure I can take no more Sometimes I need to clear my head In silence, In silence forever Sometimes I need to be…

Alone in silence Sometimes it's hard to be solitude in silence I guess it doesn't matter to you How I am feeling That's…

…] Caught up in the middle My life's a riddle Don't let it get ya I wanna be legal, but it's this hustling that gets me richer One…

…impossible If there's a will there's a way To get your mind on official business you could be great And it's been this way from the cradle to the grave to…

…is self-destruction what's needed is unification Cause the world ain't hardly scared If not prepared we sure to be buried and be…

…it Right for my fuckin' gente For the ones everywhere that is proud to say "Yeah, you know I'm cien perciento" Big Gemini's here Bout to…

…the dirty, repin' the D We gon' show really how it's suppossed to be Y'all moving keys and flipping 'bows But who you think y'all copped…

…-N-Skillz)) I'm calling The people, let's go Follow me to the next road All the weed, the best hoes Time for G's to get dough I be…

Beautiful You are, the way you are to me. Shame that he can't see, how love's suppossed to be He never buys you things He never…

…that you are A Beautiful girl and you are by far The things that he says he says to tear you apart Beautiful lady, Beautiful girl He knows…

Your low self-esteem helps secure his spot (girl) Beautiful lady Beautiful girl I hope I'm not offending you with what I had to…

…[Verso 1] I hear you, but I cannot see you How the fuck am I suppossed to believe you, then? What you did to me is nothing you…

…can call equivalent to what I did and damn, it might happen again! Hell yeah! it's unfortunate, but I'm barely focused…

The people around me is the one that got me in trouble I hate to put it like this, but I'm decent and shit Only if you fuck…