"They told me i could have it all if only i could be like them"

…this young chick named Janelle They say she was a loony but I could not tell She was cool as hell, it all went well…

…to get choked See me if you want them nedens poked And I like havin' my penis smoked Five months ago, I met this dame I have…

…got the cleanest I fucked Jolene eight times a day Like Burger King you can have it your way If you're up in her guts you might…

…couldn't really help me with homework, or talk to my teachers, or be as involved as I know they wish they could have been…

…events and be more involved with my school. I wished my dad didn't work two to three jobs so that he could have lunch with me once…

…parents could only help with transportation and support while I filed for it. They didn't understand as well as I did what all…

…at by flies. No one said why they carved out his insides, emptying them onto the ground like spilled soup. It…

…to play the tro—a two-string fiddle that he could coerce to sound like flutes, drums, and voices. “Once you learn the tro,” he told me, “your ears…

…glancing at the wall: longingly. Just a movement of the eyes, but it was telling. For turning me in, he would have been rewarded, and I…

…the best years of my life, at least that's what people told me. They weren't. Some days I didn't even know if I would make it…

…was scared to tell this degrading secret of mine. I feared him. I feared what he would do to my siblings and me if I told our secret. I could only…

…got to Nebraska, but she gave me a confused look after I said them. I knew she would be the first person I told my secret…

…know? What did you care? Turning a blind eye to the lies just to keep it all together But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder…

…are aware of this And already have tabs on those who they regard as subversives It is easy for them to single out and intimidated us…

…their law and those who impose it We only have ourselves and each other They have their order and those who impose it We only have…

…exposed to it I Couldn't understand that I just I Couldn't understand it at all it would Be hard for a father after all it's my…

…you won't have them And when they're dead they're dead Forever is forever by the time they Start finding all…

Thing but for him to be murdered you Know it's uh it's unreal to me and I Don't know if it ever will be the pain I Would like…

But Shine, you be off in all your battles, what's your excuse nigga? I mean really, let's have a man-to-woman, look me in my eyes Toronto…

I'm dropping jewels only dudes could go above and beyond say (Beyonce) But if this guy try me I lift the beam and NYPD Gon' flip…

…he ask is if he can $5 on Regular Like you stretch every single line, Ill Like a nigga be like, "wait for it...wait for it...wait for it" I…

…at? Where we at Arizona? I told them niggas I want something good to smoke And they give me Arizona? Well I'll air-a-zone-ya I wanna…

…much Poison in your Pen I thought them groupie bitches would give you mad feels But Lush told me you never rock Be direct (Drect) all…

…'Mac I know you hate them Mac references Every battle rapper it sounds like it get repeated Well they pay me to do that shit I…

…a jellyfish Because this here is about to be a real body I told this bitch, he said he want to get it to pop He said, "Norbes said we could…

…a terrorist, I do terrorist acts You don't carry gats or ever air your straps And if you did, it would be at a range Like…

…was a Kinko's Something went wrong when they cloned me I told you, he came out looking like a fucking retarded Ginobli Comparing us is like…

…[Round 1: John John Da Don] They told me don't come with gun bars cause I might lose the crowd But gun bars got me…

…told you I was a son of a gun, so I was raised different It was like we was Keeping Up With The Kardashians Cause my family housed a bunch of ratchets with all…

…but let's pretend like we ain't see it coming [Round 1: Charron] Yo, if you want me to rebuttal, then I may just take his health…

…I hope you came to flow, prepared, mind clear and calm Or they gon' see me running thru Ciddy/city like a marathon Now how…

…a STAR with the PENS, knock it off G They should've told Cid (SIDNEY) that I ain't the one to cross, b (CROSBY) But why you think…

…in For following get put in boxes like a DM Them Jamaicans got choppers if you see 'em act proper They shottas and I control them rastas…

…racist? If you think that you would have to be blind How could I be racist? I mean c'mon I've hung out with Ness Lee like three…

…lookin like the Ewok planet Look at me when I'm dissin you 24 bodyin me? I will not have it, this gator's gettin zipped up…

…it's only right they make him take all the pictures Imagine him makin the dinners Like: 'Well, I hate black people, so what I've…

…am not worried about it landing me in hell with him. I have already been there with that bastard, and I am a better person for it. Nixon had…

…like me who believe these things already. If the right people had been in charge of Nixon's funeral, his casket would have been…

The real story is a lot longer and reads like a textbook on human treachery. They were all scum, but only Nixon walked free…

Get with it My shit go hard They tellin me my flow tight like a small size fitted And I'm sick of all these faggots in my business…

…rims for a livin' Hopin that my life keep spinnin' Hoping that these motherfuckers like these writtens If they don't man all I ask…

…-hop excellence, immaculate bars Los Angeles, my home, you could find me on a map of the stars Okay, maybe not, but I ought to be Only…

…nipple tip Yo, I told her if she tries to play me like a punk she can get crippled with my sex pistol quick Motherfucker…

…your age it just proves you're a fake bitch Just like the girl you use to date is See I'll be the first cunt to admit if you spat…

…clearly I won't be the only person getting fucked up by all them shots Speaking of which I wrote this drunk on a damn plane I fucking…