"Living this life I didn't want"

Once I thought that life was easy I thought love would be enough Now I can't believe I'm on my own I'm leaving on a jet plane…

…find a place for love Ooh, do you want it bad enough I didn't mean to fall in love I didn't mean to fall in love So could you catch…

…believe ... I'm living on faith On my knees, and I can see the promise I can make And life has taken me so far from shore And I…

…tears cuz of me For the things I did and you didn't see For everytime I didn't answer with the key I know you just want the best for me But I…

…ain't giving a damn anymore I'm now sad, mum I'm feeling sore Mom my life is just making me feel more bitter I wanna…

…decorate my life for you with glitter I want you to live in a shiny big house just for you Without worrying about nothing too I wanna…

Lord, I just wanna flee I can't find my missing key, I can't find my missing key For God, you, the living tree Listen to what he…

Lord, I just wanna flee I can't find my missing key, I can't find my missing key For God, you, the living tree Listen to what he…

…when I made that, when I made this song, the term "Wilson why you losin' get your mind right", I-I didn't know what to do in life…

…it's supposed to be When you're living your life as a young G Didn't think did dirt got lost in the game Looking back on life wish…

…living your life as a young G Didn't think did dirt got lost in the game Looking back on life wish you could do it again Life ain't…

…what it's supposed to be When you're living your life as a young G All that went straight through your mind But you want…

…to be a famous alumnus, alumini, aluminum, alumis; you had to graduate from this school. And I didn't go to college here, and I don't know…

…if President Cowan knows, I didn't go to any college at all, any college. And I'm not saying you wasted your time…

…to do with my life and the way I ended up on this path was from a very tragic event. I was maybe 19, and my girlfriend…

…at me and say [Chorus] I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want feel that I know everything I didn't fucking…

…see this I didn't fucking see this I want to feel that I want to get to the other end of this fucking world And however I'm being…

…fucking see this I didn't fucking see this I want to feel that [Chorus] I know everything I didn't fucking see this I didn't…

…in'dif'fer'ent,- From most people so i'm always feelin' divergent,- 'CAUSE WHEN I WAS BORN INTO THIS HELLBOUND ENVIRONMENT I DIDN'T…

…a godforsaken animal born in a slaughterhouse just livin' to die,- I want to enjoy my life 'n do good for the world but i ain't even given…

…imagine life in this world 'n it seems reasonable to believe an omnipotent bein designed it,- 'n honestly i wanna believe…

…gone on/i've allowed this shit to go lon''g enough -SEE LIFE'S LIKE A GAME AND I DON'T WANNA PLAY IT,- BUT I CAN'T PAUSE…

AS WELL GIVE UP ON LIFE I AIN'T GONNA MAKE IT,- I'M DYIN' TO BECOME FAMOUS 'N I WANNA PUT ON A REAL SMILE I DON'T WANNA FAKE…

…showin' no care,- I had no plans for the future i became suicidal livin' off my mom 'n it seemed to me like my life was goin' no where,- But this…

…gone on/i've allowed this shit to go lon''g enough -SEE LIFE'S LIKE A GAME AND I DON'T WANNA PLAY IT,- BUT I CAN'T PAUSE…

AS WELL GIVE UP ON LIFE I AIN'T GONNA MAKE IT,- I'M DYIN' TO BECOME FAMOUS 'N I WANNA PUT ON A REAL SMILE I DON'T WANNA FAKE…

…showin' no care,- I had no plans for the future i became suicidal livin' off my mom 'n it seemed to me like my life was goin' no where,- But this…

…life in the city It's all I wanna do (Oh-woah) Loving life in the city Strangers walk me through I missed my trains this…

…] I'm living life in the city It's all I wanna do (Oh-woah) Loving life in the city Strangers walk me through [Verse 2] So…

…the door in Said I can't afford it, but they don't know [Chorus] I'm living life in the city It's all I wanna do (Oh-woah) I'm loving life…

…be somewhere else) So I pray, yeah I'm lost I'm lost [VERSE 1] When I was a kid I spent my whole life chilling in my room I didn't know what…

…to do With my life, I didn't have a dream to pursue For I have autistic needs, social difficulties But as I got older I realised there was more to life…

…of No we didn't go out, this was friendship, not love I found my backstory but it took four years of Goodness and evil but my life…

…leaving out my front door saying that I've Gone school but I didn't really go All these memories and all this pain Just keeps…

I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same You see this life…

In the corner nobody wanna cuddle him I'm gonna go around town this Christmas And I'm gonna give them all turkey with stuffing in I…

…leaving out my front door saying that I've Gone school but I didn't really go All these memories and all this pain Just keeps…

I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same You see this life I'm…

In the corner nobody wanna cuddle him I'm gonna go around town this Christmas And I'm gonna give them all turkey with stuffing in I remember…

…leaving out my front door saying that I've Gone school but I didn't really go All these memories and all this pain Just keeps…

I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same You see this life I'm…

In the corner nobody wanna cuddle him I'm gonna go around town this Christmas And I'm gonna give them all turkey with stuffing in I remember…

…in the dumps Because you're living your dream, man, this shit should be fun Please know that I'm not trying to preach like I'm Reverend Run I…

…livin' life away [Chorus 3] I'm singin' this is how we're livin' down here Sittin' on the edge, lookin' out without fear Yeah, we…

…got drama but you know we don't care I wanna see you sing it, put your hands in the air, one wish I'm singin' this is how we're…