"I'm so tired of being alone ... seems like I've been this way so long"

But sometimes we've found ourselves shouting into the wind When we should have been confiding in each other It seems so absurd that we are denied the chance of…

…know? What did you care? Turning a blind eye to the lies just to keep it all together But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder…

…? What did you care? Surface agreements, statements of fact, trying to prove we can do it But sometimes when I'm alone like this…

You're lonely too Or why else would you be calling me this late? Mix of feeling uncomfortable and empathetic I'm right in the middle of…

…excuses We make them so we can remain this way Deeper, deeper Even deeper So nobody but us can notice the truth Take…

…together? What is really being illuminated by the light of this starless city tonight? [Hook: 마샬 (MRSHALL)] I don't know how…

…be calling me this late? Mix of feeling uncomfortable and empathetic I'm right in the middle of those emotions We're facing each other…

…but only exchanging happy lies I feel sorry for the way we are Excuses, excuses More excuses We make them so we can remain this way…

…to be myself But the real me is not someone even I can love I've already abandoned me that collapsed on the ground a long time ago So…

…their pipe in a fucking moment You though, I am lyrically fat like Sumo Throw a MC like Judo I've been the boss since Hugo Please don't feed the animals, this…

…anything Embrace the pain, 'cause I've been blessed in every way And I woke up again today I'm not in jail or in a grave G embrace…

…where my life is at Tired of being the have not Going inside a shop, knowing I couldn't buy that So I'm on the beat, drums…

…no fish but that was alright It was the most beautiful day I've had so far this year My spirit was shining bright We stopped on the way back…

…happen But it usually doesn't happen so I give up and I quit yanking it So now I'm in Brisbane watching more sh*tty news I get a hold of…

Silva Noumea Long way to go, so I squeezed the hell out of my kitty cat on the sofa Ground speed, 665 miles per…

…no fish but that was alright It was the most beautiful day I've had so far this year My spirit was shining bright We stopped on the way back…

…happen But it usually doesn't happen so I give up and I quit yanking it So now I'm in Brisbane watching more shitty news I get a hold of…

Silva Noumea Long way to go, so I squeezed the hell out of my kitty cat on the sofa Ground speed, 665 miles per…

…to the buzz I've tried hard to give you up But nothing seems to work Right now I'm feeling stuck Promised my loved ones…

…another way I've been finding my balance Lettin' go of my malice Here's a toast to the challenge, yeah [Chorus: Dax…

…then tomorrow I'll be sober, but I I can't escape this hole that I've been diggin' in All my demons fighting wars that I can't really win So I…

…fate, its just like I'm having to fight my way 'from rags to riches' I've taken a plunge now I don't really care…

…for these 'lame fake @ss b!tches' I've been fighting for long I'm tired of trying my luck' Now honestly speaking it don't matter no more, I don't…

…at the very sight of my cold blooded eyes I felt like I was all alone in a long dark deserted hall The clock just stopped ticking n looks like…

…down my fate, its just like I'm having to fight my way 'from rags to riches' I've taken a plunge now I don't really care…

…for these 'lame fake @ss b!tches' I've been fighting for long I'm tired of trying my luck' Now honestly speaking it don't matter…

…at the very sight of my cold blooded eyes I felt like I was all alone in a long dark deserted hall The clock just stopped ticking n looks…

…? Am I being heard? Nah, yeah [Verse 2: Jhené Aiko] I've been hearin' things and seeing things and so it seems you movin' on from me…

…anymore It ain't gonna work, yeah [Verse 3: Jhené Aiko] You've been hearin' things and seeing things and so it seems I'm movin…

…' on my own The audacity to question me, like you ain't leave me out here on my own I was traumatized and suicidal, I'm sick and tired…

…werent pure In fact they acted so brazin That's what forced me to leave this safe haven And now I'm out in the storm having cut off…

…thier glory days Shortly before I walk out this door I took a last look back and still I'm not sure I've been a B minus boyfriend…

…anymore The phone calls, back and forth Hello I'm lost, hello I'm found, hello I want you back, goodbye I'm by myself again, I'm really tired of being…

…it, figure I'm alright, I'll just take all of this in stride Our supervisor up in Avis used to say that we were stupid…

…myself alone, see Josh was one of my only friends That was '08 in VA, and I was oh so lonely then Both, used…

…awful system If god is living tell me why everything is so out of whack Doubt that he will answer that, I'm done shouting on this track…

…said In songs, I'm always making fucking fun of myself But just so wonderful, so now I'm breathin' thunder from hell My teeth…

…it Stop attending with your vengance and blurb Seen this movie already its revenge of the nerds I'm demented and inventive when assembling…

…wating so long for me to slip and get at me And I dont really care if you get wasted and obnoxious That's your persona but tired of…

I got a long road ahead of me, but I'm moving steadily Tried to stay away from fake niggas and they jealousy So best believe I…

…keep my circle small No time for bullshit, man I heard it all I got a long road ahead of me, but I'm moving steadily Tried…

…world Man I just don't know what to do, I just don't now what the fuck to do 'Cause I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired…

…? (No, man, I ain't seen her) Well, I've been hearin' some talk You sure you haven't seen her? (Uh, uh, well, here she comes now…

…treat me so bad? I am tired of being lonely and I feel so sad How come you treat me so bad? You're the most stubborn woman…

…that I ever had How come you treat me so bad? Tell me ‘cause I've got to know That woman makes me so tired How long can this…