…know? What did you care?
Turning a blind eye to the lies just to keep it all together
But sometimes when I'm alone like this I wonder…
…? When to take down doors?
Tell us make a flask of tea and survive the holocaust?
And what if I told you to fuck off?
The…
…!",
Passively soak up destruction and say "Oh no, not us, not me"
There are those who strive for value and meaning
Who search for reason and purpose
Their efforts are negated by the…
…it try
Fake smile, I'm living a lie
Afraid I can't quit it
Decide I can't accept, to pay the price
And can't control this way of life
But as long as I'll be lost…
…me if you down to go?
I love this sh*t, got lost in it. And now it's getting out control
(Hook - Louise Dowd)
Frozen, my heart…
…searching in the dark
(Insanity)
I can't control this sh*t music give my all for it
The beat is the liquor I'm an alcoholic
Drunk and its the reason…
…it try
Fake smile, I'm living a lie
Afraid I can't quit it
Decide I can't accept, to pay the price
And can't control this way of life
But as long as I'll be lost…
…me if you down to go?
I love this shit, got lost in it. And now it's getting out control
(Hook - Louise Dowd)
Frozen, my heart…
…searching in the dark
(Insanity)
I can't control this shit music give my all for it
The beat is the liquor I'm an alcoholic
Drunk and its the reason…
…been downhill
You asked and saw no answer
You say it's for a reason
Believing not seeing
Have the love, but lost the will
One life…
…]
You fallen victim to the fault
Stay with me and I won't let you fall
You're a East Side Soulja
You take what you want, you can…
…got the month tatted on my back
It's for her, me, and all this
It's putting a toll but gotta learn how to keep it intact
I don't…
Slowly I hear a calling
I feel it's not the end
I don't know if I'm dreaming
So I look around and then
There's a lady smiling…
And now I'm not afraid of
The spirits of the warrior kings
They touched my mind
With stories of believes and lies
All the truth I…
…air
Where do you come from, tell me?
Silence makes me die slowly
'Cause my heart is blind
I'm afraid of love
And the pain, I can't…
…Control is the name of the game
Lord God, let me get it down
When I get it to a fine T, it's gone
Let…
…till tomorrow and the next day without eating
I'm fed up with eating for a while
I know it, it's only weakness
That binds me at the…
…big step
I'm just lucky I even know about it
The only reason I do know
Is I begged god to tell me about it
On my knees, screaming with pain
On the…
…left with shredded wrists. pray for me, or is your deity lost in the sky somewhere. I hope this emblem burns a cross into my neck…
…away, pretend I didn't take the people you considered your family. I hope you know, they didn't love you, they fade away…
…to running away. it's the rush it gives me, when I knew I slipped through your fingers, and I'm crushed by his fist. I hate the way he…
…apocalyptic
Fuck the optimistic
Linguistics to terminate, when I permeate with toxic liquid
You're not that gifted if it's depicted next…
…or boon wanna see what it bloom like
Sever my cocoon when the June wind wakes me
Hasty to a grave where the wave may take me
Spacely…
…planes
Obtain insane practice when my tactics spit syntactic flames
I change the atlas, snap its axis when I crack Pangea
Bleed…
…shit, just wanted to stay a kid
Peter Pan I hate that prick, I never flew away with him
Because the clock keeps ticking time to face that it's the…
…so long I was afraid but I'll change
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
So I got up off my ass, had lost control, I got it back
Caught up fast…
…growing up I finally got my permit
I'm looking for a job and like me it's not working
But that ain't no reason to give up…
…I no longer can be found
Don't tell me anymore it's what this life is for
In sight of lost amends, your light will shine never…
…lost
Here today I'm not afraid to calculate the hollow cost
Never crossed that good expression, said I wouldn't and I didn't…
Cutthroat counsel, that won't free me
Language I could only dream of until now
I'm ready to begin, the silence is wearing thin
Without…
By Rockit Gaming (2021)
On album Oceans (2021)
…and sweep them away
Sink down into the sea, it's flowing through my blade
I'll break their souls out, demons are no doubt killing my…
…faith
Heads roll, turning to dust, bodies they blow away
[Verse 2: Nonelike
Joshua]
Watch me take a breath, comin' up from the…
Nobody's gonna control me whether demonic or Corps
When it comes to your soul I'll be the one to reform
Let the rain bless them all as I…