"just let it be, just let it be . if this is what i become , i am never waking up"

…] Waking up scared some nights Still dreaming about them violent times Still little protective about the people that I let inside Still…

…would just lie You was dead wrong, said you was right Did what I could just to survive Couldn't believe this was my life Flickering…

Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness How is this? I think the call it hate ration What can you prescribe for this…

…] Waking up scared some nights Still dreaming about them violent times Still little protective about the people that I let inside Still…

…would just lie You was dead wrong, daid you was right Did what I could just to survive Couldn't believe this was my life Flickering…

Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness How is this? I think the call it hate ration What can you prescribe for this…

…need to know. As it were, dig down into the depths of your being and say, What is this that I call ‘I'? That's one…

…of the very fascinating questions. It's also—it teases us out of thought; to think about death in the sense of going to sleep and never waking up…

…of weird question as what it would be like to go to sleep and never wake up. What was it like to wake up having not previously gone…

…the answers - you don't have to fix this. But I am so new to this, just being here. And they took all the parts of me, I wasn't ready to lose. And I…

…wondered if I'd ever wake up as somebody new Tired run me down. Run me in the ground. I…

…will build a lighthouse there somehow. (x2) DANIELLE BENNETT: I am flaking mud. I am waking up. Praise! April is gone and I think May was a new sun…

…the answers - you don't have to fix this. But I am so new to this, just being here. And they took all the parts of me, I wasn't ready to lose. And I…

…wondered if I'd ever wake up as somebody new Tired run me down. Run me in the ground. I…

…will build a lighthouse there somehow. (x2) DANIELLE BENNETT: I am flaking mud. I am waking up. Praise! April is gone and I think May was a new sun…

…preaching to us Look sir I don't want your Sermon Sir I just I want to be certain That my life's good when I close this…

Can probably take our place It makes me shudder I just want to chill With my brothers And be free to do as I please I'll still…

…was to Change the world But that image swirled Because With myself I quarreled I'm too lazy To do what it takes to achieve my goals I used to be…

…] But instead, I kept my tears inside Because I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up…

…not blowing though Think they want me out to here I tell them I am not going though Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness How is this? I…

…knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects [Hook]…

…] But instead, I kept my tears inside Because I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up…

…not blowing though Think they want me out to here I tell them I am not going though Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness How is this? I…

…knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects [Hook]…

…up off the ground just once more So on I go, on I go but never alone Sometimes it ends, sometimes you fall Crossing out…

…hell, through this hell Oh, I won't forgive I won't let go of what you've done Woke up alone, so sick of this game I've spent too…

…feeling at the time But a lot of how I'm feeling is excitement and I am happy And I am extremely grateful to still be going So I just…

…up and told Andy I couldn't go out like a punk; he had to let me go back and finish the interview. It was a terrible decision…

…me it was called “gas”—a highly potent strain that the Brick Squad grows just for themselves. I know it sounds defensive to say this, but I am…

He planted a seed in my mind that, in the heat of the moment, made me think that if I didn't drink this f*cker it would hurt my career…

…leave school this is what the top like? Drinking cause it supposed be fun, like "Fuck it, I'm young" Man I'm supposed to be…

…a bond and it's never breaking Think about her when I sleep, I think about her when I'm waking up Tell these rappers no they can't bait me Tell my…

…let it take me Down, and if does then I sinking Really I'm just trying get a buzz when I'm drinking Missing all theses moments…

…leave school this is what the top like? Drinking cause it supposed be fun, like "f*ck it, I'm young" Man I'm supposed to be…

…a bond and it's never breaking Think about her when I sleep, I think about her when I'm waking up Tell these rappers no they can't bait me Tell my…

…let it take me Down, and if does then I sinking Really I'm just trying get a buzz when I'm drinking Missing all theses moments…

…ain't sh*t Y'all been slackin' for days This is just a reality check I don't even need no check No flex like beings…

…has to be the only motive I swear on my scrotum I'm gonna make it Even if it takes me a few hundred years Foot…

…on the pedal to switch up the gear Visualize success and then make it clear, I am here [Hook: Darryl th3 Wordsmith] I want gold chains, I gotta…

…ain't sh*t Y'all been slackin' for days This is just a reality check I don't even need no check No flex like beings…

…has to be the only motive I swear on my scrotum I'm gonna make it Even if it takes me a few hundred years Foot…

…on the pedal to switch up the gear Visualize success and then make it clear, I am here [Hook: Darryl th3 Wordsmith] I want gold chains, I gotta…

…ain't shit Y'all been slacking for days, this is just a reality check I don't even need no check No flex like beings…

…has to be the only motive I swear on my scrotum I'm gonna make it Even if it takes me a few hundred years Foot…

…on the pedal to switch up the gear Visualize success and then make it clear, I am here [Hook: Darryl the Wordsmith] I want gold chains, I gotta…