"I talk to the voices in my head they tell me that they are my only friends"

Softball made me forget about what I was hiding inside. Every night I would take long drives to the batting cages that my dad owned…

…internally. The only way I could escape that pain was playing softball. My endless hours of practice and full ride scholarship saved me…

…into a pawnshop and stole a ring. I don't remember stealing the ring, but I remember voices telling me to take it. “The ring with the gold band that is circled in…

…gets the same job done, mm-hmm... Because they're trying to kill me, they are! You know, I try to explain the rules to…

…kids and my wife, they sleep like wood; not me, I'm an insomniac! I find myself forty years old, naked and creeping to go to the…

…bathroom I hear, "Denis, I'm on again. Come here and tell me off, ha ha ha." I've given the finger to Darth Vader in the middle of the…

Lord's by your side I'm just trying to express the pain in my stanza And yeah I feel trapped in this prison Little Bro, I hope that you would…

…feeling the same Too much thoughts ain't feeling my brain Look, but I know that it ain't over Big dreams trying to be in the…

Range Rover Ain't going to stop till my pains over It's time it's a USG takeover Look, talk about dreams Let's talk about the picture of the Queen And know that I…

…[Intro: The Voice in My Head] Ya'll thought I was dead? Ya'll thought it was over? Ya'll crazy I'm the crazy one? You're fucking…

FCC" Nah, I take that back, that was rude, I'm sorry I'm still tryna get in the illuminati Me and Trump doing donuts in a new bugatti…

…all I do lace swisher's I wake up and forget who I am sometimes All the voices in my head are my friends sometimes (hey) I talk to…

…whole city Another N.Y. legend who died in Cali—it's no biggie And I don't give a fuck about you We are not friends, my nigga…

…kept every cent You smell me? Tell b I kept scorchin' to that Whoville Horton, a God to that URL event Who say they the…

…know what the fuck y'all thought in they city Dog get aired with a round to the mouth; play frisbee He said I'm on my bipolar shit I…

I'm killing it, just like Jigga did to the pyramids They all doubt but when I walk out You would think most the crowd are…

…we'll talk in a bi-at (bit) Nobody don't wanna hear his gimmicks they sound like year 6 lyrics I can't get with it Please don't say that…

…survives will never say they enjoyed that day I'm a boisterous breh, cos the (?) don't play on my brain Cos I'm hearing voices again, I…

…[Verse 3: Drewsome] Night terrors every night, can't get to bed Screaming and crying 'bout the voices in my head Falling asleep in…

…beginning Hopped in the shower so I started singing Left along with my thoughts, I do too much thinking They told me smoking was bad, so I…

…on So don't question me when I don't know what goes on You see me in the hallways laughing with my friends I mean acquaintances cause they…

…' and I'm causin' injuries to the head, that's right I'm causing trauma I could do this all day and the night catch me rappin' in…

…head tell me to start dyin' Fuck that, I ain't gonna let my mind control me The voices say “pull the trigger” and I respond “You can…

…feel feelings towards the other sex, those feelings which I gotta hold in Despite having no drive, it's always my friends that I have to…

For self-care, yeah I had to let go I'd be lying if I told you that it never takes a toll on My mind, I need someone to save me But I have to be the…

…heart's ablaze Daddy taught me that was how to put a fire out So when I'm hurting I don't mind to cry my eyes out I only have…

…not 'bout how you feel But what you provide inside that home [Verse 3: The Mediary] They said it's all in my head and I guess that…

…into this hallway Only in 7th grade, I could've made it to 8th But I gotta accept, and I gotta trust my faith Left and came back…

…start Now let's go onto the family, that formed my heart [Verse 3: Enagin] You guys are always there for me, to heal my pain You guys are always there for me…

…mind, no one knows how I feel inside Like voices in my head, telling me all these lies Tellin' me, tellin' me, to cut all my…

…tunes they go high like cocaine Hot in Ibiza, I'm smoking that reefer I'm getting my money, I love Mary-Jane I'm running to…

…money, I'm running to fame Only thing up in my mind is the game I do not care about dance with the Devil The devil cannot dance with me in the…

…truth I just didn't want to tell her that I'm turning into dad, shit Guess I got lucky that I didn't hit the pad And All these voices in my…

…everything I can to heal my mind But some days I hear these voices in my head, tell me I ain't got no choices I'd be better off dead…

…understand the feeling, I don't wanna waste my breath on you Woh, pep chill, homie really how depressed are you? People might ignore…

…… As soon as autumn snow falling they've been known to go all in I notice my phone ringing, forever that bloat calling Ignoring…

…got both of your c.d.'s man, but I like the first one better I tell my friends that you're the best but they don't be feeling, man…

…write your fans I guess that movie went to your head, fame got you thinking you the man I hate you Ro, I promoted you this the thanks I…

I'm taking you) So I looked and the dude's shirt said Nobody, but who Would set me up, come to think about it it was you Hey somebody call my lawyer…

Go to school, turns out it was boring all day. Didn't really do anything that made me want to stay. Raised my hand in…

…as well. I wouldn't want to make the ones that love me go through hell. But who knows? Who cares? They might, I just don't want to…

…not much left for me to say. I hope that I don't live another day. The world is hell, so bad, so fast. I guess now my time has come at last.

…- [Hook] I'm just so relentless I won't quit Off the benches they don't get When I make my entrance Don't need friends I get to…

…withstood all the garbage That people would call me ended up talking to walls And what I said was I don't care about number those will only…

…? no one knows [Outro] I'll be relentless for the boy that keeps dreaming Younger me died and I just don't wanna leave 'em There's a price to be paid when you're the one they believe in I'll be relentless…