"I push through the pain, I push through the memories"

…with this sinking feeling I saw through the words you said To the secrets you've been keeping It's written upon your face All the lies how…

…sadness and frustration And let it go Let it go [Fallout] I'm swimming through the smoke Of bridges I have burned So don't apologize I'm losing what I don't deserve…

It's in the blackened bones Of bridges I have burned So don't apologize I'm losing what I don't deserve I'm swimming through the…

…you can learn When bridges start to burn When you get dragged through the dirt I try recall the places, recall…

…] Fueled by the rage and the pain And all the bullsh*t that I've been through I walked miles through the rain and now I'm here…

I'm'a make it work [Chorus] Fueled by the rage and the pain And all the bullsh*t that I've been through I walked miles through the…

Twenty years young, but I feel old My body works, but my heart is a little cold Memories come floating through my blood…

And back into my brain In a second, I remember all the pain I keep rushing, I keep coming closer I keep pushing, but should go slower…

…through my blood And back into my brain In a second I remember all the pain…

…that got us, I say thanks You're probably one of those people now Torn through the tears and amounts Got you here but there's more…

…dreams never come true, but yet they do Half the battle is gettin' up or else you'll lose All you gotta do is push through…

…or else you'll lose All you gotta do is push through and make a move you never know They always say that the dreams never come true…

…but first I gotta push and shove through this life, ima make it nice ima make it nice You already know, I'm the realist that's fo sho…

…to sing, but ima bring a diamond ring. To my love, but first I gotta push and shove through this life, ima make it nice ima make…

…for you, I'll always stay true I see your scars, I can feel your pain full of hurt and sorrow Just remember, I'm the one who…

…dark All through both the roads, I took my stitched up heart I'm a fighter, I'm a warrior You can push me down, but I'm coming…

…after all the dark All through both the roads, I took my stitched up heart 'Cause I'm a fighter, I'm a warrior You can push me down…

…through both the roads, I took this stitched up heart 'Cause we are fighters, we are warriors You can push us down, but we're coming for ya…

…beyond cerebral limits Potential's there for the taking Drifting through these blackened skies Set forth upon my awakening I hear…

…you in the wind Lead me to my saviour I stand before my former self Shadowed now forever Life transformed to these memories inside…

…this life I hear you in the wind Lead me to my saviour I stand before my former self Shadowed now forever Life transformed to these memories…

…this is my mind your raping and I can not take. Another cycle seems so sick , seems so fake. Feeling only the pain. Look at you mothering , look…

…at me suffering. I can remember when we stared at the sky. When the feelings that brought us together now push us aside. You…

…are my life. Can you remember just how we fell apart? Sickness, surfaced, bleeds through my heart. Vague memories cast me outside of you. The visions of a life that I…

…was down and low and out for sho You the one that told me keep my head on the center path Oh, I'd better brag on all that you do Thought…

…it's hard to list out all attributes I remember chasing all after you On the phone all day through all afternoon Til the…

…a vow to always love you, even through the pain and hurt The scars we have we bring before you, we're following your heart Sweet symmetry…

Erase all the pain thats left this pain that easily became my death pain of the bitch that made me stress push me away, take my…

…me note it in your eyes i finally realize that everything you said was taking life from me looking through the sex the memories…

…always taking life from me another lost had made me strong i look back at the days went wrong and i think that all the pain was gone and that i…

…looking average, I was giving mad props I was addicted to your pussy like a crack rock Take my weed, put it in the stash spot I'm…

…was you, I wonder what you would do And I would never put you through the things you put me through Looking at my efforts, I feel like…

It's constantly war between us both Your love ain't for me, I need something new Push me away any chance you get Don't try to stay, it will be the…

…like those memories You constantly sift through Biological fathers dissapear and forget you With a pistol to the head Thinking…

…to give up the fight instead Don't push me cause I'm close to the edge And sometimes the end feels better than this pretend Happiness I…

…to give up the fight instead Don't push me cause I'm close to the edge And sometimes the end feels better than this pretend Happiness I…

…then Drinkin' Ace of Spades like it's codeine now Tryna put a million on the whole team now Push through the pain so we can see new life…

…in love Don't matter to me if it's a him or her I just wanna see you smile through all the hate Marie Antoinette, baby, let 'em eat…

…of Fame Hov, I did it all without a pen Y'all knew that was comin', I had to remind y'all again, huh? Flyin' paper planes through the…

…at a hundred words A crystal clear picture was painted And when I looked into your eyes The pain I saw, such horror inside I can't…

…believe what I did to you I can't live with the memories Now I'm left all alone Now that you're gone I can't go…

…but regret I let them take you away All I did was watch Those times we shared Those memories I'll always die hard, Sable March of the…

…highest stakes I learned so much over time I'm talking buku Suffered so much pain over pride I hate to lose I rang God called out…

…to him from the sandbox Poverty apologies this get me mad straught See I might take off on a tangent and start ranting I done gave…

…to reconcile are we Beat up by arguments oh Certain topics just need to grow old And I feel you a whole mile babe I was with you through all the…